I wrote this poem to express Darren's देखा गया on becoming a vampire and drinking blood in the सेकंड book. It was originally a song द्वारा Evanescence; I just saw it as an opportunity to make an awesome poem if I changed some of the words around. Tell me what आप think!
All That I’m Living For:
All that I’m living for
All that I’m dying for
All that I can’t ignore
Alone at night
I can feel the night beginning
Separate me from the living
Understanding me
After all I’ve seen
Piecing every thought together
Find the words to make me better
If I only knew
How to pull myself apart
All that I’m Living for
All that I’m dying for
All that I can’t ignore
Alone at night
All that I’m wanted for
Although I’ve wanted more
I need to escape before
The darkness swallows me whole
I am told that this is my way
To survive I must obey
I must be consumed
I cannot presume
My old life for which I’m pining
The hunger is just so reminding
Of the solid fact
That there is no turning back
All that I’m Living for
All that I’m dying for
All that I can’t ignore
Alone at night
All that I’m wanted for
Although I’ve wanted more
I need to escape before
The darkness swallows me whole
Guess I thought I’d have to change the world
To make आप see me
To make आप understand
I don’t care if I run forever
If it means stopping myself
From becoming a creature of the night
All that I’m Living for
All that I’m dying for
All that I can’t ignore
Alone at night
All that I’m wanted for
Although I’ve wanted more
I need to escape before
The darkness swallows me whole
Should I accept what I am
Should I feel like I do
Should I want to escape before
The darkness swallows me whole
All That I’m Living For:
All that I’m living for
All that I’m dying for
All that I can’t ignore
Alone at night
I can feel the night beginning
Separate me from the living
Understanding me
After all I’ve seen
Piecing every thought together
Find the words to make me better
If I only knew
How to pull myself apart
All that I’m Living for
All that I’m dying for
All that I can’t ignore
Alone at night
All that I’m wanted for
Although I’ve wanted more
I need to escape before
The darkness swallows me whole
I am told that this is my way
To survive I must obey
I must be consumed
I cannot presume
My old life for which I’m pining
The hunger is just so reminding
Of the solid fact
That there is no turning back
All that I’m Living for
All that I’m dying for
All that I can’t ignore
Alone at night
All that I’m wanted for
Although I’ve wanted more
I need to escape before
The darkness swallows me whole
Guess I thought I’d have to change the world
To make आप see me
To make आप understand
I don’t care if I run forever
If it means stopping myself
From becoming a creature of the night
All that I’m Living for
All that I’m dying for
All that I can’t ignore
Alone at night
All that I’m wanted for
Although I’ve wanted more
I need to escape before
The darkness swallows me whole
Should I accept what I am
Should I feel like I do
Should I want to escape before
The darkness swallows me whole