I'm in crisis what should I do???????????????

First, आप could at least tell us whats bothering you. No can help unless आप tell us.

Pray.
General advice, but when आप believe it helps, it really does. What also helps is to be in presence of people आप love, people charging आप with positive energy. And to give आप something और specific, I'd need too know more.

stay strong, and keep the faith. continue to read the bible. and remember that no matter how bad things get, every बादल has a silver lining.