Lydia continued to live in denial that her relationship with Alan was over. In February, she began to rethink things. She decided the relationship wasn't going anywhere. She wanted to break up with him without hurting him, so she turned to a friend for advice. Lydia said, "Catherine, I'm thinking about breaking up with my boyfriend. We haven't seen each other since Valentine's दिन last year, and we haven't spoken since at least the summer. I feel like the relationship isn't going anywhere, but we had some good times together." Catherine said, "Lydia, it doesn't make sense that आप call this guy your boyfriend when आप haven't seen each other in nearly a साल and haven't spoken in so long. It seems to me that you've already broken up. Does he live far away?" Lydia said, "He doesn't live far away. He lives in a neighboring town. My mother says I might as well assume it's over, because he's done with me." Catherine said, "Maybe he assumes it's over. He may be seeing someone else." Lydia said, "I think he's become a recluse. His mother says he never wants to go anywhere." Catherine said, "Don't tie yourself down to a recluse. आप told me that आप get bored staying at home." Lydia brushed it off द्वारा pretending it wasn't a big deal. Finally, she broke down after refusing to let herself be sad. She came crying to Rebecca. Rebecca asked, "Are आप okay? What's wrong, my friend?" Lydia said, "I'm not okay. I'm feeling lonely." Rebecca said, "I know how आप feel. Would आप like for me to cheer आप up?" Lydia said, "I could use some cheering up." Rebecca sent a link to a funny video. This made Lydia laugh. Marie told Lydia, "I don't understand why anyone would want to hurt आप like that." Catherine said, "I can understand why you're not willing to प्यार again. That's the main reason I'm not romantic." Gavin said, "I'd like to find that bastard and tell him off for hurting you, love." Pattie was deeply concerned. She hoped that Lydia would be okay. Pattie told Lydia, "I wish I could do something to make आप feel better." Lydia said, "Pattie, all आप have to do is keep talking to me." Later, Pattie told Lydia, "I'm glad your दिल isn't gone. I wish I could tell आप it won't be broken forever." Lydia said, "I don't think it will be. I'm actually starting to feel better." Pattie said, "That's great! I was hoping आप would feel better for a long time." One day, Lydia told Pattie, "It's hard not to be all right when you're talking to your best friend." Pattie said, "That's sweet of you." Lydia said, "It's the truth. You're my best friend." Pattie said, "And you're mine."
To be continued....
To be continued....
Hello, everyone. BingoPB here, या Kayla, as most of आप know me. I know आप were expecting a poem. Don't worry. There will be plenty of poems in the future. I have been inspired to write a प्रशंसक fiction based on my relationship with Aston, my former boyfriend, and my dreams about Paul. Of course, there will be differences, because the story will be based on those things. The characters will have different names. I could have talked about this in messages, but it's easier to address everyone at once here. I am not sure what the शीर्षक will be. I would appreciate some suggestions in the टिप्पणियाँ below. आप can also tell me your opinions on this idea. Also, feel free to tell me what name आप would like for the character based on you. I will start working on it once I have a title.
I remember the good times we had.
और than that, I remember,
The inner scar आप gave me.
आप left me to blame myself.
But I'm not at fault.
In the five years we were together,
I was nothing but patient with you.
If आप were done with me,
आप could've just कहा so.
I believe I made a mistake,
When I कहा I'd be your girlfriend.
आप were my best friend,
And we ruined it with romance,
All because we wanted to fit in.
How could we have been so ignorant?
I know we made peace.
I'm glad we're फ्रेंड्स now,
But that will never erase the scar,
The inner scar only I can see.
Someday I'll प्यार someone else,
And he will erase my scar.
Only then will it fade away.
और than that, I remember,
The inner scar आप gave me.
आप left me to blame myself.
But I'm not at fault.
In the five years we were together,
I was nothing but patient with you.
If आप were done with me,
आप could've just कहा so.
I believe I made a mistake,
When I कहा I'd be your girlfriend.
आप were my best friend,
And we ruined it with romance,
All because we wanted to fit in.
How could we have been so ignorant?
I know we made peace.
I'm glad we're फ्रेंड्स now,
But that will never erase the scar,
The inner scar only I can see.
Someday I'll प्यार someone else,
And he will erase my scar.
Only then will it fade away.
I had a dream one night.
I was leaving work to go home.
It was unusually cold for October.
I slipped on a patch of ice,
And fell in the parking lot.
There was no one with me,
Except my puppy, Snapper.
"I think I've broken my leg,"
I कहा to my puppy.
He let out a couple of barks,
That said, "Come on, Kayla! Get up!"
I managed to get to my feet.
स्नैपर and I made it home.
I heard a knock on my door.
I looked through the peephole.
It was Paul. I let him in.
He noticed my limp, and he asked,
"Are आप all right, my love?"
I said, "I hurt my leg. I'll be fine."
He insisted that I rest.
I said, "But स्नैपर needs to go out."
He said, "I'll take him out."
Afterwards, Paul got me everything I needed.
He helped me tremendously.
My leg healed quickly,
And all was well again.
I was leaving work to go home.
It was unusually cold for October.
I slipped on a patch of ice,
And fell in the parking lot.
There was no one with me,
Except my puppy, Snapper.
"I think I've broken my leg,"
I कहा to my puppy.
He let out a couple of barks,
That said, "Come on, Kayla! Get up!"
I managed to get to my feet.
स्नैपर and I made it home.
I heard a knock on my door.
I looked through the peephole.
It was Paul. I let him in.
He noticed my limp, and he asked,
"Are आप all right, my love?"
I said, "I hurt my leg. I'll be fine."
He insisted that I rest.
I said, "But स्नैपर needs to go out."
He said, "I'll take him out."
Afterwards, Paul got me everything I needed.
He helped me tremendously.
My leg healed quickly,
And all was well again.