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In your belief....

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This si a song that inspires me to do और in my life..It's in japanese, but it is about आप never giving up on your ways...and it can come up as the most grateful thing in the world..

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A promise made..

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There is no sunshine when she's gone.
It's not warm when she's away.
There is no sunshine when she's gone.
And she's always gone too long.
Anytime she goes away.

Wonder this time where she's gone.
wonder if she's gone to stay.
There is no sunshine when she's gone.
And this house just isn't the same.
Anytime she goes away.

I must हटाइए on from her
There is no sunshine when she's gone

There is no sunshine when she's gone.
Only darkness every day.
There is no sunshine when she's gone.
And this house just isn't the same.
Anytime she goes away.
Everything feels empty..
Everything feels lifless.....

Thanks and Appreciation...from the heart.

posted by BeautifulBlaze

There's no curtain call
And there's no point in life at all
If each दिन ends and this bent दिल of mine cannot heal
I can't see
a darn thing
But could it be
That the gray clouds that I loved completely blinded me

They're souls like me and आप
Who aren't aware of what they do
Always laughing in the face of danger and truth
Can't they see
Right through their hazy glee?
That nothing good comes of rushing in blindly

I'll keep moving on
No matter what may come my way
And I'll sing
Not fearing what they say

Deep in my दिल
I know for sure
That आप are hurt,
feel insecure
and surly crying
Because...

What आप have done to me...

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Words for आप that I hold close to my दिल
I want to tell them to आप someday

An overflowing passion and throbbing heartbeats
I don't know when they began
But since I've noticed my unfading feelings once
And that I can't lie anymore-
Even if we met when it was but a common coincidence
I still feel a special meaning

I always give my gratitude to God
That I can be द्वारा your side
I want to forever gaze at
The प्रोफ़ाइल of your unhesitating face
The time that I spend together with आप
Gives me an unwavering strength
Words for आप that suddenly surface in my mind
I want to tell them to आप someday...

A normal life....

posted by BeautifulBlaze

I open my eyes again, to a sleepy morning
I tighten the tie around my neck
When I pass through the classroom door I can walk in with my chest puffed out proudly
Such a wind blows past everyday life
I thought I heard it
I even thought I felt it
Now it starts to shake within my chest
I thought it would come soon
As those millions of stars vanished
I watched them fade
I waved them good-bye
Im glad

Overlooking the corner of the hall as I sweep
I think something is odd
Even though the time within me has stopped
Its like Im living different days
The dust falls and piles up like snow
I thought they...

What lies...inside me?

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Listen up: what can आप hear?
Does my voice simply disappear,
Sucked away into the void, so empty and so dark?
If there is और to this world,
Then I can be can be certain at last
That this drive burning within
Has some role to fulfill

I was crushed द्वारा the longing welling up inside
And I had just surrendered
Without having touched the air above the ground या the endless sky

So I began to run
Because I feel it, even now,
These sensations overflowing in the beating of my दिल

I say Carpe Diem
As I am reaching for my goal
We'll create our own tomorrows 'till this world is finally whole

The answer...

Honesty: Embrace it

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Honesty is truth.
Honesty is letting somebpdy else know the truth.
Honsety is teaching somebody not to lie.
Honesty let's आप know the flaws we make.
Honesty is prayer, या in other words, talking with god.
In god's eyes, prayer is just something we do that let's him know of our problems in life. It is our way of saying thank आप या I'm sorry.
We all lie, we all tell the truth.
We all hide, we all दिखाना ourselves.
What I'm trying to say is that honesty helps us deafet lying, and let's us embrace the truth. For those who hide from life, hones sets them free द्वारा letting them know that this isn't...

Purpose

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Deditcation:
AnnieWannie: Thank आप for always being there for me when I needed help. I'm still grateful for when आप saved me from me wanting to kill myself. आप are one of my dearest for that. Thank you.

malmd: आप have also saved me. आप thaught me that no matter how much pain आप go through, somethign good will come out of it. I went through 13 years of continous pain..and I got all of these wonderful people, espeacially poem girl. Thank you.

iluvshadowo3o: I प्यार आप with all of everything I have to give. आप are the first person to ever प्यार me, and to ever cheer me up. आप are the very...

Where am I?

posted by BeautifulBlaze

It's just a normal दिन in school. Rowdy classes, angry teachers...everything seems to be itself. I ask the teacher to go to the bathroom...but something strange happens. The teacher dosen't notice me. I walk right in front of her...but still no sign of interest. After a few minutes, I just give up and go on to the bathroom. When I wash my hands, something catches my eye. You're probabaly wondering what it is, but that's the point. It was nothing. I looked in the mirror..but my reflection was not shown. I was thinking logicaly, coming up with many possible ways on how this may be possible. I...

I'm just so joyful today...

posted by BeautifulBlaze

I engulf myself in an aura of joy.
An aura so strong that nobody is able to match it.
An aura able to heal the weak and clean the sin.
Everywhere I look, people are bursting in joy..
They laugh, not in pain, but in joy..
People emideatly beign greeting with eachother.
They make anybody who is angry या sad happy.
All greed, hate,anger,envy या evil quickly goes away.
I emmideatly go and speak with everyone else, but before I even have the time to speak, they all hug me. I begin to सवाल myself if they are in need of help या something is going on. Something is going on, they are happy. They...

Is there such a thing?

posted by BeautifulBlaze

We all live under the sky so blue.
We all live under the moon so luminous.
We all live under the sun so bright.
And we all on the world so crule, yet beautiful.
We all get happy.
We all get angry.
We all get depressed.
We all have melancholy.
We all have rage.
We all have kindness.
We all have Ignorance.
We all have stupidity.
We all are stuborn.
We all have greed.
We all have envy towards others.
We all have hatred towards one another.
We all each and every known caracteristic in the known reality. We all act the same at times, yet we are too ignorant to see the truth of it. We all are the...

Just Relax.

posted by BeautifulBlaze

My कल्पना is where nobody gets hurt. Where everybody can live in harmony wthout any worries.I dream of a peaceful valley, vast and wide, full of beauty, and life. Mountains that reach the heavens and we all lay on the घास that is as soft as the hand of god, under the sky so blue. As the wind blows though the valley, It relaxes our mind द्वारा sing a lulabye, takeing away any and all bd thoughts, taking all of us into a deep slumber, only to awake in a world where it is always daytime.

You are under the night sky... a sky that contains so many stars to the point where it almost seems like darkness...

The truth on who I'am....

posted by BeautifulBlaze

1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad स्रोत of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my फ्रेंड्स though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If आप knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make आप go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make आप hate me even more...