Only wrote this during my first week of vacations, sorry:( But this is a big one:) To my very weird and amazing family
I had लॉस्ट it all in just one year... Since I was seven that I knew how it was like to grow up without your family! I had लॉस्ट my parents in the दिन that I turned seven and a साल later, the only person that I still had died too. My grandmother never told me what had happened to my parents... All I could remember from my birthday was my grandmother coming to me and saying that the police had come and कहा that my parents were dead! I never asked more, part of me didn't believe that they were death and the other part went numb!!!! when I found out that I would never see my parents again!
A साल later my grandmother got sick. The दिन she died, she called me to her room and कहा something that I never forgot:
"The एंन्जल्स will protect you, sweetie! I promise..." That was the last thing she कहा before her mind left forever!
After that I was alone! I went from one foster-family to another. Families that came and went, homes that were never mine and, in the end, I was always alone! I taught myself not to trust anyone... To keep my head down and wait for the future! I wanted to believe my grandmother... I wanted to believed her when she कहा that the एंन्जल्स would be there to protect me but they never came and I was alone...
I was always a good student, when I was a little girl I found out that if I studied hard enough, maybe one दिन I could find a way out of my personal Hell. So, when I reached the end of High School I was offered a scholarship to any college of my choice. I took it and went without looking back! I wanted a fresh start, I wanted to look ahead and find something worth fighting for!
"Do आप want to know your story? What आप are destined to do?" Ilias asked. I didn't knew what I wanted. I didn't knew if I wanted to know how my whole life would change.
With a small and shy voice, not sure if I wanted that I said:
"I think so..."
"This is a big story that will take too long to tell if we speak it! This story is broken through the memories of many of us, would आप mind if we opened our minds to you?"
I didn't knew what to think of this! I would have एंन्जल्स inside my mind! Wise beings inside of me, दिखा रहा है me their memories! What if I got लॉस्ट in their memories and forgot my owns?
"That will not happen... As आप see, I was just in your mind and nothing happened to you! But we can tell it to आप if आप prefer it..." Ilias said.
"No, it's all right! I would like to know the story, please..."
"In order for आप to understand your own story, आप must know our story! Odiseas is the older of us, he was there in the begging of it all (one of the few that are still alive!) He will be the first to share his memories with you..." When Ilias stopped talking a man came closer. I could never have guessed that he was the older of them. Just like all of them he looked young, older then me but still young. He looked me in the eyes and then placed his hands on my shoulders. His grey eyes looked into mine and I got लॉस्ट in them.
«Odiseas memory»
"I saw our beautiful leader on the चोटी, शीर्ष of the table. We were few in that time, no need for और of us! We helped those who needed help and the world lived peacefully with our help. Like every दिन we gathered around the Wisdom तालिका, टेबल to hear what was reserved for us. I occupied my place अगला to Areti, I was second-in-comand and that meant that, after Areti, I was the one that kept everyone in their place.
"A new दिन is here, dear ones! The world is waiting for us... Let's help." Areti called everyone's attention. She always knew what to say या do... And that kept everyone सुरक्षित and happy! When someone was worried या in trouble they would come to her.
Everyone nodded as Areti talked, giving each their assignments. When she reached Vasilis he didn't respond, Areti called him and told him that he, Polis and Patroklos would go to ???? to help end the war. Polis and Patroklos nodded but Vasilis didn't...
"Is something troubling you, Vasilis?" She asked, concern all over her voice! The pain या trouble of one of her people caused her almost as much suffer as to the person who was suffering!
"I can't stand this anymore, Areti! They don’t deserve our help… We find ourselves helping the humans दिन after दिन and, each day, they hurt themselves और and more… They kill each other, the innocents hurt in the hands of those who live for pain.” Vasilis looked up at Areti and I could see the pain on my best friend’s eyes. I knew him since I was created, we did almost all mission together and we watched each others backs, but I didn’t knew where he was trying to go with this. “I प्यार आप as much as anyone here. आप are our leader, a good leader, and I couldn't ask for more! आप know how much I work to help those who want and need our help but we help and a few days later they fight... We save and they kill each other... We should only help those who deserve our help, those who suffer in the hands of the bad ones. Some humans don't deserve our help, if they keep turning it down! I'm asking आप to keep them without help for a few days. Let them suffer enough to see how much they need us! Even if they don't know we exist, they know that there is some power that helps them. Let them suffer enough to realize that they can't depend on us every सेकंड of the day."
Areti looked to me, hoping that I could make Vasilis see some sense, but what could I say? I believed, just like Areti, that we were created to help everyone but sometimes I felt like him! Sometimes when I saw a child die because of the stupidity of Man, I just couldn’t believe that we were meant to protect people like that!
“Vasilis… This is our purpose! We were created to help everyone, we need to hope that they will learn with their mistakes!” I tried my best to convince Vasilis, because I knew that if he didn’t get his own we would leave.
“That’s the problem, Odiseas! We have helped them for centuries and they still haven’t learned… We keep helping them and they keep thinking that it’s all right to stay like they are! आप know me, Odiseas, maybe better then anyone else here but I won’t do this anymore! I won’t see children dieing because adults don’t pay attention to what they do! If we don’t stop helping those who don’t deserve our help I’ll go away.”
“Don’t do this, Vasilis! We are a family… Whatever happens we must be together!” Areti looked him in the eyes, almost begging him to stay.
“I don’t want to go. I प्यार आप all and आप are my family, but if that’s what it takes I’ll go…” Vasilis looked at me. Maybe trying to convince me या make me convince Areti.
“I won’t do that! We were created to help. We do not choose who deserves our help! I’m sorry, Vasilis!” A tear rolled down Areti’s cheek as she got up and walked away.”
“That was a dark दिन in our history. Areti was never the same after that… Vasilis left and took with him many of our family!” Odiseas face was covered with a mask of pain.
“And he did great evil too!” Someone spoke from behind the shadows!
“Don’t, Menelaos! This is not the time…” Fillipos said.
“He wasn’t the evil being he is now! In the beginning he helped! Only those who deserved it but he helped… He punished those who were evil and helped those who were good! But as the time passed द्वारा he stopped thinking about his ideals and started to punish everyone…”
I had लॉस्ट it all in just one year... Since I was seven that I knew how it was like to grow up without your family! I had लॉस्ट my parents in the दिन that I turned seven and a साल later, the only person that I still had died too. My grandmother never told me what had happened to my parents... All I could remember from my birthday was my grandmother coming to me and saying that the police had come and कहा that my parents were dead! I never asked more, part of me didn't believe that they were death and the other part went numb!!!! when I found out that I would never see my parents again!
A साल later my grandmother got sick. The दिन she died, she called me to her room and कहा something that I never forgot:
"The एंन्जल्स will protect you, sweetie! I promise..." That was the last thing she कहा before her mind left forever!
After that I was alone! I went from one foster-family to another. Families that came and went, homes that were never mine and, in the end, I was always alone! I taught myself not to trust anyone... To keep my head down and wait for the future! I wanted to believe my grandmother... I wanted to believed her when she कहा that the एंन्जल्स would be there to protect me but they never came and I was alone...
I was always a good student, when I was a little girl I found out that if I studied hard enough, maybe one दिन I could find a way out of my personal Hell. So, when I reached the end of High School I was offered a scholarship to any college of my choice. I took it and went without looking back! I wanted a fresh start, I wanted to look ahead and find something worth fighting for!
"Do आप want to know your story? What आप are destined to do?" Ilias asked. I didn't knew what I wanted. I didn't knew if I wanted to know how my whole life would change.
With a small and shy voice, not sure if I wanted that I said:
"I think so..."
"This is a big story that will take too long to tell if we speak it! This story is broken through the memories of many of us, would आप mind if we opened our minds to you?"
I didn't knew what to think of this! I would have एंन्जल्स inside my mind! Wise beings inside of me, दिखा रहा है me their memories! What if I got लॉस्ट in their memories and forgot my owns?
"That will not happen... As आप see, I was just in your mind and nothing happened to you! But we can tell it to आप if आप prefer it..." Ilias said.
"No, it's all right! I would like to know the story, please..."
"In order for आप to understand your own story, आप must know our story! Odiseas is the older of us, he was there in the begging of it all (one of the few that are still alive!) He will be the first to share his memories with you..." When Ilias stopped talking a man came closer. I could never have guessed that he was the older of them. Just like all of them he looked young, older then me but still young. He looked me in the eyes and then placed his hands on my shoulders. His grey eyes looked into mine and I got लॉस्ट in them.
«Odiseas memory»
"I saw our beautiful leader on the चोटी, शीर्ष of the table. We were few in that time, no need for और of us! We helped those who needed help and the world lived peacefully with our help. Like every दिन we gathered around the Wisdom तालिका, टेबल to hear what was reserved for us. I occupied my place अगला to Areti, I was second-in-comand and that meant that, after Areti, I was the one that kept everyone in their place.
"A new दिन is here, dear ones! The world is waiting for us... Let's help." Areti called everyone's attention. She always knew what to say या do... And that kept everyone सुरक्षित and happy! When someone was worried या in trouble they would come to her.
Everyone nodded as Areti talked, giving each their assignments. When she reached Vasilis he didn't respond, Areti called him and told him that he, Polis and Patroklos would go to ???? to help end the war. Polis and Patroklos nodded but Vasilis didn't...
"Is something troubling you, Vasilis?" She asked, concern all over her voice! The pain या trouble of one of her people caused her almost as much suffer as to the person who was suffering!
"I can't stand this anymore, Areti! They don’t deserve our help… We find ourselves helping the humans दिन after दिन and, each day, they hurt themselves और and more… They kill each other, the innocents hurt in the hands of those who live for pain.” Vasilis looked up at Areti and I could see the pain on my best friend’s eyes. I knew him since I was created, we did almost all mission together and we watched each others backs, but I didn’t knew where he was trying to go with this. “I प्यार आप as much as anyone here. आप are our leader, a good leader, and I couldn't ask for more! आप know how much I work to help those who want and need our help but we help and a few days later they fight... We save and they kill each other... We should only help those who deserve our help, those who suffer in the hands of the bad ones. Some humans don't deserve our help, if they keep turning it down! I'm asking आप to keep them without help for a few days. Let them suffer enough to see how much they need us! Even if they don't know we exist, they know that there is some power that helps them. Let them suffer enough to realize that they can't depend on us every सेकंड of the day."
Areti looked to me, hoping that I could make Vasilis see some sense, but what could I say? I believed, just like Areti, that we were created to help everyone but sometimes I felt like him! Sometimes when I saw a child die because of the stupidity of Man, I just couldn’t believe that we were meant to protect people like that!
“Vasilis… This is our purpose! We were created to help everyone, we need to hope that they will learn with their mistakes!” I tried my best to convince Vasilis, because I knew that if he didn’t get his own we would leave.
“That’s the problem, Odiseas! We have helped them for centuries and they still haven’t learned… We keep helping them and they keep thinking that it’s all right to stay like they are! आप know me, Odiseas, maybe better then anyone else here but I won’t do this anymore! I won’t see children dieing because adults don’t pay attention to what they do! If we don’t stop helping those who don’t deserve our help I’ll go away.”
“Don’t do this, Vasilis! We are a family… Whatever happens we must be together!” Areti looked him in the eyes, almost begging him to stay.
“I don’t want to go. I प्यार आप all and आप are my family, but if that’s what it takes I’ll go…” Vasilis looked at me. Maybe trying to convince me या make me convince Areti.
“I won’t do that! We were created to help. We do not choose who deserves our help! I’m sorry, Vasilis!” A tear rolled down Areti’s cheek as she got up and walked away.”
“That was a dark दिन in our history. Areti was never the same after that… Vasilis left and took with him many of our family!” Odiseas face was covered with a mask of pain.
“And he did great evil too!” Someone spoke from behind the shadows!
“Don’t, Menelaos! This is not the time…” Fillipos said.
“He wasn’t the evil being he is now! In the beginning he helped! Only those who deserved it but he helped… He punished those who were evil and helped those who were good! But as the time passed द्वारा he stopped thinking about his ideals and started to punish everyone…”
In the mood to write:P And I can't write my stories because if I do I'll miss them too much! So... I give this to you! With lots of love! Just a little reminder that I प्यार आप all:) And that I'm very thankfull for all of आप that have been here for me this last months! I will never regret joining fanpop:) प्यार आप ALL♥
Even when I ran away,
I can't hide from you...
Even when I hate you,
I can't stop loving you...
Even when I try to forget you,
My mind brings आप back!
I प्यार आप but still...
I hate who I am with you!
I forgive आप but still,
I blame आप for being you!
I forever forget आप but...
I never stop reminding you!
I keep sinking in misery!
I keep running away from you!
I keep fighting this लॉस्ट war!
I keep loving you, vengeful angel!
Even when I ran away,
I can't hide from you...
Even when I hate you,
I can't stop loving you...
Even when I try to forget you,
My mind brings आप back!
I प्यार आप but still...
I hate who I am with you!
I forgive आप but still,
I blame आप for being you!
I forever forget आप but...
I never stop reminding you!
I keep sinking in misery!
I keep running away from you!
I keep fighting this लॉस्ट war!
I keep loving you, vengeful angel!
Thx so much ashesandwine आप are amazing and so is all my friends
on fanpop.com like edwardcullen865,elena2597 and kirkir आप rock and आप all are on my list! :)
Amazement
is all I see when
I look at आप I
see grace and
fun and happyness
when I look at all
of आप I see lifelong
फ्रेंड्स and I see a
new type of family I
see every laugh and tear
आप gave me and i'm thankful
to all of you, आप Help me when
I'm sad आप take me in when I have
no were to go when I look at आप I feel
and see amazement.
on fanpop.com like edwardcullen865,elena2597 and kirkir आप rock and आप all are on my list! :)
Amazement
is all I see when
I look at आप I
see grace and
fun and happyness
when I look at all
of आप I see lifelong
फ्रेंड्स and I see a
new type of family I
see every laugh and tear
आप gave me and i'm thankful
to all of you, आप Help me when
I'm sad आप take me in when I have
no were to go when I look at आप I feel
and see amazement.
I'm happy too! Happy that school is over and that I get to spend क्रिस्मस with my family:)
But my family isn't only my aunts, uncles, etc... I consider part of my family lots of people here and even if I can't spend क्रिस्मस with आप I still want to send आप all a Merry क्रिस्मस and a Happy New Year:)
I hope that everyone gets what आप want for क्रिस्मस या whatever आप celebrate:) Because even if आप don't celebrate क्रिस्मस I know that आप must celebrate something and I'm happy that each person has a religion and/or some tradition!
I send to आप all my प्यार and hope that अगला साल brings to आप everything आप want:)
Thanks for being my प्रशंसकों and friends! I'm very happy to have found फैन्पॉप this year:) And I hope that अगला साल brings many fun moments and new good friends:)
प्यार आप ALL♥
♥Merry क्रिस्मस and Awesome New Year♥
Last one for today... Maybe tomorrow I'll find others या I'll write new ones:D
I know why आप left,
I know why आप won't come back,
But knowing doesn't help...
In some way be ahare is harder
Than to be ignorant...
आप went away...
I know that and I know
That आप won't come back!
However, I still hope that the
Heat of the passion returns,
That the void gets filled,
And that, in all my being,
There is no pain या loss...
I know it has a lot of blank space, but it doesn't let me post it if it hasn't a certain size:S
I know why आप left,
I know why आप won't come back,
But knowing doesn't help...
In some way be ahare is harder
Than to be ignorant...
आप went away...
I know that and I know
That आप won't come back!
However, I still hope that the
Heat of the passion returns,
That the void gets filled,
And that, in all my being,
There is no pain या loss...
I know it has a lot of blank space, but it doesn't let me post it if it hasn't a certain size:S