आप are my beloved... Gin.
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because आप do not exist much...
Why do आप run away from such a place as this?
आप liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. आप like and प्यार this place...
आप born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?

I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt लॉस्ट without आप and like I lose आप more, repeatedly each day...

I am surely full of pain and sadness...
Will आप stay for me, then… द्वारा my side a little longer…just a little longer...
I want to be with आप as often as I can.
I want to be beside you. I can prove to आप that I will not run away-from आप या from the Soul Society! Can you?


I just need to say these words.
There is no other person that can change your position in my heart, Gin...
One thing, I can't stop myself from thinking of is you...
I प्यार you... and want to प्यार आप और again...

I am missing आप and losing आप as often as I think about you...
Do not get gone for my eyes...

Every time I think of losing you, आप fading, forgetting, my hearts feel s like it exited... and that is so much hurt.
That is some big pain for me...

However, every time I think of your eyes, your face, your personality...
your gentle smile... I think I can hold those pains off for a few और minutes...

Gin, just want to ask some सवालों of you.
If I do this for you, whatever I do, would आप do the same thing for me?
Would आप sacrifice for me –even your sacrifice your life?
Moreover, will आप save me when I need your help?

Would आप do those things for me?
I do not know.

I do not even know if I will ever meet आप again- in the Soul Society या elsewhere, but I hope I can meet आप there.
Honestly, I do not know anymore... meeting आप wherever, anywhere and I cannot भालू to think about that...
I just can cry and और and और within I cry waiting you... just waiting for आप to come back to me-to come back.
I am afraid, Gin, of losing और of my heart...
I am afraid I cannot take the pain...

Why?
Why must this happen to me?
I do not know. I do not know.
I am losing my mind sometimes. Never mind.
I can only wait... even if I do not want to.
Waiting on someone...
Someone that I trust can be my soul mate...
Gin...
Ichimaru Gin...